oh hey blogger

if anyone is still reading this other than the lovely people who follow my blog, I'd like to take this moment to apologize for being such a lame blogger. I think I'm going to try and force myself to write an entry every day for a month and see how it goes. kinda like a journal, i guess. I may make the more personal posts private, but who knows I may just be scandelous and let my life be out in the open.

i would start right now but i have to go to work in an hour and half and i need a nap.

i kind of

just want to be swept off my feet.

random.

i've been up since 3 and can't sleep.

rawr.

i dont really know you but i admire your confidence so much its redic. i dont have very good confidence and im supperrr jels. advice on how i could change that?

thank you, that means a lot :)
confidence is EVERYTHING. i'm serious. if you're not a confident person, life is like 394082843 times worse for you.
the key to confidence is this: love yourself. just like.. fall in love with yourself. whenever you do something cute or charming or just quirkily you, just let yourself be juiced about it. when people put you down, just be like bitch what are you talking about i'm awesome you just don't know me like that (and thank god they don't, haters don't deserve friends like you). when you hook up with a boy, don't worry about how you look or how good you are, just think: i am one sexy mother fucker and this boy is damn lucky.

and always remember: we all have our self conscious days/moments, just don't wallow in them.

ask away u beezy