Tuesday, April 13, 2010

nightmares

ugh last night i had the worst nightmare ever. i was stuck in a situation that is pretty realistic with people that I know and I handled the situation really badly and ruined my relationship with a couple of people but then realized that I was dreaming and kept insisting to the people in my dream that I only acted that way because we were all in a dream but everyone just thought I was crazy. I pointed out parts of the dream that didn't make sense and couldn't possibly be reality but it didn't help anything. Finally I convinced myself that I wasn't dreaming and that what had happened was real life and I got SOOOO depressed I can't even tell you.

and then I woke up. and looked at the clock and saw that it was 1:40pm which means that I had missed my spanish class. and then I looked outside and slowly realized that what had happened in the "dream" was actually still real life and that I wasn't going to be able to escape it and I had a nervous breakdown.

and then I woke up again and saw that it was only 9:20am.

fucking weird.

2 comments:

Natalie Elsky said...

thats crazy!
but i love crazy dreams like this.
when they happen im always like woah.. that was unexplainable and i hope it happens again so i can feel like i was on another planet or trippin out or sumthin.
except nightmares... they suck.

Rosheen said...

yeah it was really cool but it was also kinda awful because it was such a negative dream.