what religion to you most closely identify yourself with and why? if you don't identify with one in particular, what are your belief systems and how did they form?

I'm actually not religious at all, I don't believe religion is a positive aspect of this society. On a personal level it can be, but it's been used to manipulate the minds of many and have them readily accept the idea that they have masters and that they must obey. The only masters we have are nature and we are disobeying them every moment of every day.

Although I'm not religious, I am spiritual. I believe in keeping harmony between people and nature. I believe that the unnecessary harm of any creature (plant or animal) by a human being is disgusting and cruel. I try not to harm even the smallest of beings and I truly pains me when they are harmed (don't even TRY to kill a spider around me- I will tackle you). I believe that we are part of a larger network of life, a network our puny human brains can't even begin to fathom. Our only job is to live in peace and we are royally fucking it up.

I also believe we would have world peace if women ran things instead of men. But hey- thats just me.

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What is your defininition of beauty, both inner and outer, and how do you think media's portrayl of beauty affects society (women in particular)?

i honestly find NOTHING attractive or desirable about the media's portrayal of beauty. it is unrealistic, unhealthy, and impossible to obtain. it has to be impossible to obtain otherwise the major industries that are basically powered by female insecurity would have no clientele. If women believed that they were truly beautiful exactly the way they were, there would be no cosmetic surgery industry, no cosmetic industry period. I think its sick that they are making money by making women feel ugly.

i think beauty exists in all life and that true beauty (for humans that is) is the acceptance and understanding of that beauty. you don't have to have a perfectly symmetrical face with a small nose, big eyes, 5'7" 115 pound figure to be beautiful. anyone can be beautiful. it's just a matter of finding that beauty within and embracing it.

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If you could have one superpower, what would it be?

being able to "jump" through time and space.

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than to better yourself or the world around you.

and you can suck my dick because obviously you know nothing about me. i'm going to school to better myself. i read every day to better myself. i'm travelling to fucking africa over the summer to volunteer for a MONTH. how the fuck are YOU benefiting the world around you? dumb bitch.

you don't know shit.

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when you were insecure at least you were nice to the people around you. now it seems all you are interested in are looks and partying. although i'm sure you get that a lot. you seem like a smart girl, but clearly the focus is on your social life rather

wow.....find ONE person who doesn't think im nice to the people around me. i dare you. and obviously you've never spent ANY time with me at all because looks and partying are definitely NOT priorities at all in my life. i dont even wear makeup 6 out of 7 days of the week.

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Some of your tumblr posts seem to contain products marketed at young adults: camel, chanel, makers mark are the ones I remember. Then you post Banksy's diatribe against commercialism. What is your feeling/relationship to media that seeks you as a consumer

Good question! Finally another good one! Even though it's slightly creeperish.

For me it's basically a catch 22; knowing the truth behind the media and corporate consumerism, and having to live and succeed in that same environment. I'm more than well aware of the exploitation of the general public by these large corporations, and yet other than write long rants about it, I'm pretty much powerless to stop it at this point in my life. My goal in life is to become extremely well versed in law so that if/when the day ever comes for me to "do something about it", nobody can fuck with me. So to speak. But right now, as a 19 year old college undergraduate? There's really nothing I can do to completely avoid being a part of this circus. So for now, I just keep myself as informed as possible and try to avoid going to corrupted chains like Starbucks, Walmart, etc, and do my best to succeed in school.

This is part of the reason I love political artists like Banksy; they DO something. Other than some sporadic blogging and writing, I'm not really artistically gifted enough to really start any kind of media revolution. Which is why any person who decides to make a public statement on a scale that he does has my utmost respect and appreciation.

Feel free to follow up on this in another question or even not anonymously, I love discussing this topic.

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who take a chillaxitive... u didnt have any problem answering the masturbation ? which if im not mistaken is about your personal sex life

no its not and its something i have a very strong opinion on. why is it SO socially acceptable for males to masturbate and not females? why is it not a given that i would? because we live in a gender stratified society. and i'm sick of it. girls, whip out those vibrators and go to town.

and its "woah" not "who".

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explain a typical day for you in 15 years. if it were to play out the way you imagine it.

wake up around 6:30, kick my sexy boyfriend out of my gorgeous loft (after he's made me coffee), take a quick shower, glam myself up a bit, hop in a cab and head to work at a law firm that i started with a very intelligent old classmate of mine from harvard (with whom i have delicious unresolved sexual tension- which just makes work more interesting), spend the whole day rigorously looking for ways to win whatever case i'm working on, head home, cuddle up by the fire with some leftover work or a good book and some tea, chill out and maybe call my boyfriend back over.

we'll see how it ends up. i'll probably read this in 15 years and laugh my ass off.

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would you rather get shot into space for a one way ride through space beyond the known universe on the solo or get only three earthly wishes granted like something humanly possible and no more wishing for more wishes? either way what would you wish for?

this is tough because although I would love nothing more than being shot through space, i don't know if i could do it on the solo. i might go insane.

three wishes, hm?

1.) ok, you know how everyone is pretty much the center of their own universe and how we perceive everything varies on who we are and all of our realities are pretty much completely different? i'd love the ability to be able to get into anyone's mind and see the world through their perspective.

2.) the ability to travel the world with no limitations (ie: money, passports, visas, laws, etc)

3.) a more useful, less primitive brain that can more easily grasp the concepts and ideas of the universe that are so painfully obvious and yet so invisible to us. even some other animals can perceive things that we are completely oblivious to.

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ouch

that hurt. a lot. even though i was kinda expecting it.

:(

whatever i'm just gonna sleep it off.

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but the thing i love most is cumming on ur face

suck it bitch.

why can't i get this song out of my head?!

love - borgore.

In your opinion, is marriage a function of the pre-21st century world? Is it dead like chivalry? Or do you think that it is still practical in the modern world?

Excellent question!!! Ah, allow me to bask in the awesomeness of receiving one of my first legitimate questions.

Now for my answer: Human beings are creatures that are incredibly capable of adapting. I think as society changes and evolves, so do our common practices. Chivalry for example, is not so much extinct as it has altered to fit our current lifestyles.

Marriage is similar. Once upon a time people needed the institution of marriage to strengthen family bonds and secure futures. Now, the same type of marriage that was necessary back then, is not working in today's society. Marriage has become such a big deal that it is essentially a life goal for everyone in this society. I believe that instead of being something that we all feel we NEED and must achieve to have status and security, we need to use marriage for what it is intended: to celebrate the unconditional love between two partners. So rarely do two people marry who are truly life partners that I think we need to do away with this ridiculous yearning to get married and just live our lives based on what we really think will make us happy, not what society demands us to think will make us happy. If that makes any sense at all.

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i remember u as a really good person, not say ur not one now...but, all of a sudden u grew boobs n u thought that's what made u pretty? U were pretty b4 and still are...but when did u figure out u were gorgeous b4 the bodily parts and makeup?

I've always been really confident about myself in general, maybe not about my looks, but I've never really been too insecure. I think when I started wearing makeup and embracing my cleavage I really started to get more attention from boys and just people in general. It took me a while to realize that it wasn't my boobs or my makeup that made me look the way I am, its what's underneath (as horribly cliché as that sounds). So although I adore my cleavage and have wayyy too much fun with makeup, I try to let my natural beauty shine through more often. Hence the reason why I don't wear makeup everyday.

Also, I think a lot of attractiveness is how you present yourself. If wearing makeup and doing your hair gives you confidence, then you're going to be instantly more sexy.

And just to clarify; it wasn't "all of a sudden i grew boobs n i thought that's what made me pretty". As you grow older, your body matures and so does your face. I think I'm aging nicely, so yes, the older I get the prettier I feel, but thats not to say that I was unhappy with how I looked before I "grew boobs".

I'd also like to think that liking how you look and putting a little more effort into it wouldn't make you less of a really good person.

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to everyone who still follows my blog:

just wanna say sorry for posting such nonsense posts lately; my heart hasn't really been into it. i was just recently asked why I decided to blog and this was my answer:

Well I can't really write things down on paper anymore I'm so addicted to typing its ridiculous so it makes it easier for me to keep a track of my life this way. I used to keep it private and make it so only I could read it, but its kind of fun writing for an audience. It makes your narration a lot better and its more fun to read later on when you wanna see what you used to do and think. Plus I keep the more private stuff as separate entries that only I can read. Its super convenient and fun.

Maybe I'm a bit narcissistic, but knowing that people actually read this and are interested in what I have to say drives me to write more. So I'm going to open up my formspring to everyone and anyone who wants to leave me a prompt, or just an interesting thought or opinion to blog about. I need a little kick to get me back on track :)

leave your thoughts/suggestions/comments/prompts here: CLICK

or in a comment, but i disabled anonymous commenting because I have unwanted and obnoxious proof-readers.

alexander mcqueen fall 2010

goddamnit he was my absolute favorite designer of all time.

tanning

so i'm kinda just laying here in my backyard, naked, tanning, and praying to god the neighbors don't see me. im a disgusting shade of pale and this needs to be fixed pronto.

i hope this weekend works out okay. there's a lottt of unnecessary stress about it. :/

i don't really have anything else to say but i'm trying to update more regularly, so yeah.

the end.